hello. i am alive, currently. site's nowhere near abandoned, promise. i just took a week off from writing... well, i still wrote, just not for 0100. i'm experiencing story paralysis with it... not that i don't know where i want to go with the story, it's just that i want a break from writing anna. a new project may be inc.

big things are changing in my life. my girlfriend's dropping out of college. we're both gonna save over the summer and hopefully get an apartment together by the end of the year. it's exciting, but scary. i'm excited to start my transition when i get there. i've been boymoding for a loong while, since i haven't lived with people who are safe... but. i'll be out of here soon. and then i'll have no more excuses not to make the leap.

i'm starting to work at a new-ish place. when i moved out of my parents, there was a long while where my workplace was still close to that old house, and the only reason i stayed working there for a few months was because it was next to my high school. but it was a long, long drive. and i graduated. i changed to this workplace, restaraunt a, a month into the summer, and by winter, they had stopped giving me many hours of work. i eventually got transferred to restaraunt b. which has been a lot nicer and less stressful than restaraunt b. i get more hours, the people are cooler, and while i think it's a bit more demanding, i like it more. but now it's half-half. restaraunt a stresses me out a lot... going there was probably a factor in my week hiatus...

life's just been a lot. life is stressful. i just wanna work on my website and make enough money to live comfortably. i hope that's not too much to ask.

hello. i am alive. chapter 3. is done.

i should NOT have imposed such a short term deadline. Honestly i forgot feburary was 28 days i thought i had 3 more DAYS...

made bomb ass spaghetti and had a bomb ass conversation with leafeon. hit up chapter two with some small revisions. honestly, i prefer the revision process over the actual writing part... my ego's too big, i like to read my own writing too much.

baseball's back! i love baseball dearly dearly. go mariners!

i didn't want to cook tonight. but i didn't want to not feel nourished and full bellied even MORE. so i pushed through it, did the responsible thing. had a strong will. i'm so great.

i needed to complete t he fucking chapter before i journal posted. only posted half of chapter two befORE i realized it wasn't all the way complete-- turns out i only had it half done..

that was why i didn't journal. Fear. didn't wanna come out and admit to my mistakes until i had a little dog bone treat i could dangle in front of the 1 existing PST fan to get them to forgive me. chapter is finished. be glad.

i do promise i AM 3,000 something words into 0100 PST. i have the next chapter, and its a long one, all written down and probably almost all revised. currently im at a slloow ass pace of maybe 200-400 ish words a day but life is hectic and i am doing many things, forgive me.

with that said. nothing has happened in life. i have settled into my routine, and i am HAPPY. been playing a lot more music at work. being a cool awesome freak, bumping ada rook like its not super unlistenable without the right music pallete. what can i say-- what's life if you're not embracing the cringe, right?

right now i'm on ponytown and watching people bicker it's great. it'll be my background as i change the format of the text for the site. yes... i am manually changing the format...

added a journal landing. landing for 0100 is next. next chapter is ready.

for some reason for one second i cared about my site's view count and thought abt how to increase it. bad idea. bad sickle.

buusy as fuck day as work. no energy. made frozen pizza dinner. woohoo.

currently on pony town. revising. nothing new. life is life, is life. day off is tomorrow. yesterday i had a lot of fun playing minecraft w my girlfriend (also a day off.) she was so high energy and INSANE. i love autistic girls.